The Sermon on the Mount...

Hello!

This is my first endevaour into this terrifying and spell binding worl of internet based soap boxery!

Well the reason this has begun is beacause I like to say things and write things and the people closest to me have become terribly tired of hearing it so I thought this way I can pretend to have some sort of cathartic moment as it spills forth into the public sphere safe in the knowledge that no one will read it!

Good news...

Well a new year has begun my silly band has played a gig which went well I am moving house and very exciting things are happening but also very sad things.. life is strange and hard... ho hum...

well I am going to post a little poo through your letterbox,yeah? gullett off butler im at the door

tether thether

here is some writing I have done recently;

Eumenidies

Seeping through the walls, I so carefully constructed, thick black fingers pull the skin and claw at my spine,

Seeking my collapse, a limbless linkless shadow,

A pale impostor, contorted and entwined,

I cant move from these floor boards, splinters embedded tie me to the spot.

The room glows red and blows in the wind,

A salubrious sarcophagus,

The air disrupts my thoughts,

Images flash in strobes disjointed senseless and violent

Faces barely recognisable, hues of violet,

Fields swamped in dew,

Trees reaching for the remains in haste,

Racing the animals, bacteria, humans.

Such expensive waste extensively wasted.

My shadow sits in front of me,

Faceless to faceless we wait,

Pensive, and silently aggressive.

A fear of the unfamiliar, the slave and the master hold the same face.

“What is it for?”

“Why do you miss it?”

“It was who I am, It gave me a place.”

“A place you wanted? A place you earned?”

“A true representation of who you were?”

“Who I AM”

“Who I am? Such ramblings, have you not changed? Have you not learnt? Are you not new? Are you not fresh? Supple? Ripe?”

“I am neither, nor or either, I am fine”

“You are struggling, this façade you so relied upon has been removed, you have been excluded, such abnormality is unexplainable and unacceptable. Why would they want who you are when it forces such questions upon them, such quandaries? You are lost.”

“I am Fine”

“You are Fine”

“I am fine”